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I lashed out, and we had a dreadful row that night. I had this feeling like he'd been waiting for me to turn 18 so he could 'go public,’ and that he was going to keep on being with me like he had been - only now, we could tell people. "On my 18th birthday, he arrived and kissed my cheek in front of my parents. I finally got out, but it took me until my 20s - when he was nearing 40 - to realize how much of a hold he had over me, how he had groomed me for this when I was too young to understand what I was getting into, and how bad this was." -Anonymous, United Kingdom He would apologize after being abusive, prey on my emotions, and pretend to cry only to carry on the abuse as soon as the dust had settled. Again, he'd use their immaturity as a reason to get rid of them - despite him being just as, if not more, immature. He made me think I couldn't leave him because if I did, it proved that I was the child he thought I was who couldn't handle an adult relationship." He then exploited my age as to why I didn't understand what real relationships were like. He soon got me pregnant and stuck in a toxic and abusive relationship. They'd clap him on the back for having a really young girlfriend.
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Whilst we were 'friends,' he would list the reasons why anyone my own age was too immature for me to date and how they couldn't give me the freedom and responsibility I apparently needed. He quickly gained my trust and pushed himself into my life as the one I should turn to for everything and the only one who really understood me. He may have been manipulative, but damn, was he good at it." - hollysmith3ġ6. What’s really crazy is that sometimes, really late at night, I miss it when he called me beautiful. My therapist says that it isn’t, but I just can’t shake the fact that, for a while, I loved him, and I thought he loved me. I could’ve and should’ve ended it sooner. I broke down crying, and she told me that it was okay because I 'made a mistake.' Somehow, I believed her. I finally told my mom about it this year.
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This time, though, I knew that I couldn’t go back, not when he wanted me to move in. I’d done it before, but I always went back to him when I was weak. I blocked him in every way possible on the app we used to talk and text, and then I deleted it for good. He wanted me to move in with him, but I was still in high school. "I finally cut it off for good when I turned 18. After all, what teenage idiot would date someone who wasn’t a supermodel?" In fact, he said he'd be the only one who ever loved me. He knew that I was fat and had a disability but still claimed to love me. But when he wanted to be, he was kind and made me feel special. I was terrified of what he was doing to me. He even made a Facebook profile using pictures with my face that he edited. After, he told me he knew where I lived, and if I didn’t do what he wanted, he’d take me away.
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Yes, made me - he constantly threatened me. Because I refused, he made me have phone sex. He also hated that I didn’t want to send him nudes. Whenever I did talk to him, he’d accuse me of texting someone else. He wanted me to stay up all night talking to him, even when I had school. He made me feel so beautiful but then went insane. I was in a really bad place mentally when he found me.